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So lets start this update off with my horoscope.

Libra: Born under venus, your a sucker for love. Thank goodness you're an air sign too 'cause before actin', you got thinking to do. theres's no denyin physical attraction and it's always nice to get some action, but u need more for satisfaction. This week avoid frustration and make sure your mind also gets stimulation.

That pretty much sums me up lately. My birthdya is on thursday and im tottaly pumped about it. went to my first dim sum with tim yesterday the food was good but there was way to much shrimp and shrimp related items lol.

Went to the roost on friday (hence the early morining blog that i removed). I went with phil for the most part it wasnt horribly awkward tho i suggets to anyone reading this that if u go to the bar with a recent ex make sure yur going with a big group to avoid awkwardness. Poor Ev had to put up with our bickering all night.

It turned into a bit of a gong show thanks to the bartenders upstairs and copious amounts of Jack daniels.

Night didnt start of too well tho. It was my first time to the roost on a busy night since b4 me and phil broke up so i was looking to get my grove on and get out of this funk. First guy who talks to me wants to know who the hottie i walked in with was and if he was single....needless to say it was a bit of a kick in the nuts.

I think the night was exactly what i needed. Im notorious for being very protective of my friends, but i realize now i have to let phil do his own thing regardless. Hes a big boy now he can make his own decisions.

I also ended up meeting some pretty cool folks at the bar that night. Its been awsome getting to know some new ppl (exactly what i neeeded). So its im over it! the baggage has been unpacked and im a ready to go live it up for my bday!! Bring on the hotties.

Thats my introspective bull for this week i think.
Ill update after my birthday on thursday i think

And the wheels turn
this post have been deleated by the People against drunk blogging PADB
ill post more laters

Lost and Tyler and invasion and ..... (continues rambling excitedly)
So tonight was a sweet ass night! Lost was amazing it was different but awsome! (in my opinion they did give too much away) but then again i loved the scraps they gave me. Tha show is such an amazing addcition and curse. I feel like its bitch I keep coming back for more.

Then on to invasion. What pleasant surprise it was well paced and acted loved it i cnat wait to see how it develops! Highlight of it all tho was tyler labine my imaginary tv boyfriend. He was the only reason i watched breaker high and I still think he is exactly my type what a tottal bonerific hottie! And canadian too!


It looks like im gonna have an awsome group for my orga 404 class (effective communication) were doing a presentation on sexual harassment so much fun! Plus they want to go for beer how awsome is that!

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fuck it
insomnia is fun isnt it.
cranky
cranky cranky

this quiz not soo close but interesting

The Carnal Lover 45% partner focus, 57% aggressiveness, 75% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather pursue than be pursued and, when it comes to physical love, you concentrate more on enjoying the experience rather than worrying about your performance. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Carnal Lover. The Carnal Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, though it is often confused with terms like "player" or even "slut." The Carnal Lover is not necessarily either of those things (though sometimes is) but is instead a lover of life, romance and pleasure. The Carnal Lover is a treasure to find, though can sometimes be difficult to keep happy once found, because a Carnal Lover often loves a variety-filled life. In terms of physical love, the Carnal Lover tends to be dynamic and driven, and can therefore be quite pleasurable. Given the right motivation, and the right lover, the Carnal Lover can be a delight in bed. Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Surprising Lover (most of all) or the Devoted Lover, or the Liberated Lover. Congratulations! If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you're interested in the following: Nerds, Geeks & Dorks Professional Wrestling Buffy the Vampire Slayer America/Politics Thanks Again! -- THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 18% on partner focus You scored higher than 57% on aggressiveness You scored higher than 83% on adventurousness

Link: The Lover Style Profile Test written by donathos on Ok Cupid

It's time i guess. a crisis of faith or personality or just a crisis (or just the ramblings of a drama queen)
Now Playing: no more insecurity bitches these sandals are made for walking! and thats just what they'll do!
So i havent been sleeping well. Lots is going on
in my brain and i think writing it down will help
me a bit. Anyone who knows me know that i dont
usually have to many personal freak outs but i
figure once ever 2 years im allowed

I think im finnally ready after almost 3 months
ready to talk about mine and phils relationship.
It was intense and beutiful wonderously flawed
thing that i miss in many ways. It had alot of
positive affects on me and for the most part im a
better person for it. I am immensly happy that we
are finnaly able to talk and hang out as freinds
now which i think is much better for both of us.


When we dated i was always the one doing the
pushing trying to help P sort out all the baggage
he had coming into the relationship.

Now after 3 months i think i have finnaly delt with
all of my emotional residue from the relationship,
now i realize all the changes i have to make have
to do with me and me alone, my behaviour paterns
that are in need of tweaking.

Over the last 3 months i have had so many close
friends leave for greener pastures or school or
work.
Of my closest friends (the parkies) only a few are
left in town and most of those are hanging out with
different groups now living there own lives. The
parkies are like family to me and now that they
arent around it feels like im missing this part of
my self like a gigantic security blanket made out
of ppl (ewwwwww)

that combined with the fact that a ton of ppl in my
other groups of freinds (the psych girls/buisnees
peeps ect) have moved away as well...i guess im
kinda lonely for the first time in a loooong time.
this partialy my own fault i havent really felt
like doing much latley.

I used to be someone that ppl would collect around
since grade 10. (not to sound like a pompous
asshole). Now im feeling like im someon whos been
given blank slate that he didnt want.

I have never been the one to make the first move
when talking to somone I like. I ususally just
wait till someon who is attracted to me emails me,
but im begining to realize that in order to get
what i want i have to start initiating
conversations and risking that rejection . This is
my next big step i think in my evolution.


I have to get myself out of this "im a loser" funk
its so fucking juniour high its not even funny.

To steal from the infamous stuart smalley (al
franken from snl)
I'm Good Enough, I'm Smart Enough, and Doggone It,
People Like Me! (and my ass ;)

there im better now with that out of my system

Creepy quiz results
Took this quiz today on alt.com it was pretty dead on creppy almost.

Extraverted iNtuitive Feeling Perceiver (ENFP) personality commonly referred to as "The Social Philosopher".

ENFP General
You believe life is abundant, love is plentiful,
and creativity is always within your grasp. If God
combined the bouncing energy of a cocker spaniel
with the enthusiasm of a couple on their honeymoon,
God would still be only halfway to duplicating your
insatiable zest for life.


ENFP when in love

“Puppy love” is a good term for
describing your take on romance: fun, frisky,
playful, cuddly, and young at heart. No matter what
your age or how many times your heart has been
broken, you are an eternal optimist when it comes
to love. You are not someone who proceeds
cautiously when you meet someone you find
attractive. You are likely to fall passionately in
love - or at least lust - quickly, spontaneously,
and with total abandon. Holding something back for
later is a concept you can’t quite grasp, especially when it comes to the joy of creating a
new and exciting relationship. Yes, COMMITMENT can
scare you. That one word may explain why you are
still single at thirty, forty, fifty, or beyond.
But you love, absolutely love, the concept of
intimacy, sharing, and relationships. If only you
could find that special one, you would be set for
life.

ENFP where to meet

Where can you meet a Social Philosopher? Social
Philosophers enjoy stimulating conversation and
interesting people, and, like the Idealistic
Philosopher and Mystic Writer, favor activities
that revolve around psychology, philosophy, the
arts, and helping others. Unlike Idealistic
Philosophers and Mystic Writers, Social
Philosophers seize every opportunity for social
contact. They love the spotlight and are known to
be excellent teachers and public speakers. Social
Philosophers also routinely attend art gallery
openings, wine tastings, fund-raisers, concerts,
lectures, and plays. They may also be members of
The Single Gourmet - a dining club for singles with
sophisticated tastes.

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My new Personal websitehttp://www.justanotherepicfable.com/aaron/enter.html

YAY FOR ME
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Sooo i had an awsome day today.
One they finnaly paid me for the demo.
two it was mya parents 25th wedding ainiversary they really loved the card we got them mom was crying! Im so proud of them.

three they gave me huge raise and a promotion at work while agreeing to my proposal to revamp the databasing systems.
4 they gave me cake at work and who dosent love cake!!

Update
Things are going well for me my room is finally done so now i can become a functioning memeber of the human race. ITs so amasing having space of my own and its exactly what i wanted.
I have a big meeting tommorow at work. Hopefuylly ill find out if they are going to hire me on to do there website during the school year gonna be soo cool!

Some things that are anoying me. People who are 2 faced, the fall, people moving away (hope all is well with all of you!)bad movies

saw charlie and the chocolate factory it was awsome. also saw the brothers grim (not so awsome pretty dissapointing it had its momments tho)
then todqay i played my first game of poker it was tons of fun but i got my ass kicked!)
thats all for now ill blog tommorow