what the hell is going on!!!!
Mood:
sad
Now Playing: stars "ageless beauty"
So i have had a pretty inetense time since i last typed. Phil and i celibarated our 1 year in banff it was spectacular. we then spent the weekend with lucas and Kristal whom i havent spent much time with since the both moved to clagary for 4 months for school, It was sooo much fun...i did my frist legit fondu (can u say fun do!!!!) and i find myself getting more and more into wine...arent i classy>!!
which brings me to tonight
surreal..is how i would describe it!
first of all i passed the my first math exam in 8 years...as most of u know i faild math 113 (calculus) last semester so im taking it againn this semester or i will get kicked out by the school of buisness. So ya i beat the class average by 4% thats enough to bet me a b+ a freakin B+ thats amasing!!!!!!.
so then it was off to the powerplant for celibratory beer\
had an argument mith erin and chels about weather gays and lesibiens should have kids even tho they dont have cloes intimate bonds with the father and mother.....(sureal moment number 2 chels talked about mastubation)
so then it was off to my brothers girlfriends (who lives with us) cheer competition at the U of a there were schools form all over and it was very strange ...... sureal moment number 3 (the whole thing was to0 odd to be sober at)
so then it was off to annas
for her birthday
Erin brought a game that featured emarrasing pictures from our past emarassing expoits this is when things started to go bad.
I get there kinda buzzed and everyone is picking on me for being a drunken slob...alllison puts a napkin on me lik e a bib
this i can handek because i am in general fairly clumsy.
so we start playing the game (if u guess who is in the pic by the caption on the back u can give other ppl a shot)
so naturally everyone is giving me shots as they win there rounds. I am ok with this as its pretty much par for the course for me at a house party. The thing thats bothering me is everyone seems to be saying my name automatically as the decide whos on the photo....and they are alway at least half right.
Iwas in 95% of those pics making an an ass of mysloef
and i was hammered ina ll of them, so then i notice that im in general being treated by everyone in the room as a token joke drunk!
no one seemed to care about what i was saying of how i felt....it was really shitty to realize i had been marginalized into this minor group role.
so thats me the token drunk guy
i am now offically a joke
known far and wide as a that guy....u all know him hes a charming jerk
thats me.
sigh
Posted by czarcub
at 2:44 AM MST