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last night i had the worst night of sleep ever! it was soo hot in my room that i ddint fall asleep till about 3. Then at around 4:10 ish it started to thunder and lightining. It was unlike any storm i had ever seen! Uusally i love looking out my window (cuz i can see for many km) and watchignt he storm roll by. But everything was so incredibly intesnse.. The ligthning was almost cosant and it was close very close. The rain was so bad i could barely see down the street. we acctually thought a couple of trees were going to fall over in the back yard. It was very intense.
I didnt end up falling back to sleep till about 5:30 but even then it was one of those nights where u never really get back to sleep fully.
Im a bit of a cranky camper right now.
Went to my first pride parade on the weekend. it poored buckets and was pretty chilly but it was ok lots of ppl there. we ended up going shopping and for greek food with sky paul lucas and allison . then we saw batman begins all in all a great night. bought a super sexy shirt too!
sunday got piss ass drunk off of tequila and made an assof myself. Lets not get into that.
things with phil have been up and down as usuall. I dont know what to do anymore. Im trying to be supportive and understanding but nothing seems to work.
i want to move to a far away place where no one knows me and i can start again. thats my urge right now.
whatever
Posted by czarcub
at 1:58 PM MDT
