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so thought i would check in. Had a very interesting day yesterday. Hung out on a really sweet patio with tim and Erin g talked and had a really nice time the weatehr was beutiful!. Then i went to ruby's bday thang that was pretty awsome too i laughed soo hard and met some really cool ppl.

Went dancing to new city it was nice to be in a bar with no smoking !! new city wasnt as fun as it was the first time. yesterday was the first time i had seen phil since the break up.. it was too soon for both of us and kind of awkward he danced on his own for most of the night. It was too bad we were all feeling so weird went home early then i stayed up watching the damn A channel late night movie soo stupid it was with paul walker and steve zahn and a cb radio and a crazy trucker... it wasnt horrible. got to sleep at 5 and had bad dreams..

Phil and I decided last night that we didnt have anything to say to eachother (we were supposed to meet up today) so i basically stayed home and moped around got some artwork done my personal site is getting close to being done yaya!

feeling really blah lateley. I know i need a big change in my life and i knwo what i need to do its just a matter of doing it ....sigh i have to stop being such a door mat